The Two Boys And I Had Fun

Last Sunday, the two boys and I had a very good time together. The youngest had a blast at throwing a rubber ball against the wall and blowing bubbles. The middle son and I enjoyed drawing our hands on paper and drawing pictures together. I miss them. I really love them.

TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY!

Today is Tuesday, February 17Th, I had started work last night(on time for once). Work went very well. The grocery truck didn't come for a half-hour later than normal.About 11:30p. The truck load was quite big. One of our new employees was supposed to be working here tonight, but, had called and said he would be late because he was still at the hospital. Odd, He never showed up at all. That made our new grocery manager very angry. This is the second time within a few weeks. I think he is out of a job. The day shift went very well as well. I ended up praying alot most of the day. I am in a serious financial mess as we speak. Somehow, I need a miracle in order to survive. I miss the kids. I haven't heard from them in over a week. I know that this Sunday, the visitations are cancelled because the kids are going with their mother to visit their grandparents in Arizona. Which is kinda of good at the moment, (considering I don't have the money to see them right away.)Other than that, I miss the kids, I'm sure the kids miss their father just as much. I cannot wait to see the kids in two weeks. I wish the kids lots of luck. I love you guys. DAD!!

My daughter gives me a hug goodbye

Last week, I had asked my daughter if her and I wanted to work on her homework. I had learned that she(my daughter) isn't doing so well in school. I guess her grades are dropping drastically. I felt confused. On one hand, I was reluctant to help. I felt that this is the actions of her mother. In other words. If I cannot be there full-time all the time, then I don't want to help. On the other hand, I felt compelled to help. I felt in my heart, that this is still my daughter. So I asked my self, if the other two had the same situation would you help? I said of course, then I said then why not with her. So I asked my daughter if I can help her with here homework. She declined. That hurt me a little bit. However, I also decided then to accept it and not to push the subject. But, at the end of the session, she turns around and gives me a hug. I thought that was pretty good.

Two -week break

Today, is Sunday, February 15, Normally, I would visit the kids as usual. However, the agency is post-posting the visit. The cancellation has nothing to do with me or the kids. The agency is having their annual picture day. Which is kind of good. Considering, my finances. I simply do not have the resources this week or next week. As for next week. I will not see the kids again, because the mother is taking the kids out to Florence, Arizona for a vacation. Again, at least this time, I will have to accept it. Partly, because I am getting behind on my car insurance as well as my car payment.So, I will have to let this go. However, I did pay $110 in child-care. So I will have to fight that in court.If you are not at work, and you are present with your children, then child care does not constitute towards that.

fathers day prseent

today, is fathers day, the phone call is from the grandparents house. i answered the phone. the middle one answer es and says hi daddy. i respond to saying hello. next i talk to my daughter. third i talk to my youngest son.

keeping notes

Tried calling the children around 6:00p, Sunday, June 22,2008. The phone has been disconnected.

I FELL IN LOVE WITH A NEW GIRL. HER NAME IS MARGARETE. AWESOME, JUST AWESOME. I WILL TALK MORE ABOUT HER LATER. HERE ARE SOME NEW PICS. CHECK THESE OUT.